vision

im looking out the window
and the sky is milky
moon shrouded by heavy pregnant clouds
thinking how small
how small am i

earlier today i felt the breeze on my cheeks
and the cool wet earth
tickled my toes
and i thought 
my heart is on the altar

before that my face was on the ground
childs pose, humble yoga
bend
stretch
twist
expand 

and so often i feel like a failure
until i remember
it is only my vision that creates the worlds