shatter

my heart is burst aching at all the beauty. all the grace.
my eyes cant open wide enough, blink fast enough to take it all in. 
my soul is caught somewhere between a howl and a laugh, 
it comes out too raw, too primal to recognize. 
i am both uncomfortably full and ravenously empty. 
i feel i might shatter, so im taking it all to dreams; 
im letting the moon keep watch over this pulsing chamber of blood.